FEAR OF HUMILIATION PRODUCES A SUPPRESSION OF SEXUAL FEELING

IMAGES OF FLIGHT, FRIGHT, MANIPULATIVENESS...TIMES OF WANTING TO BE WANTED POWER SEEKING GREATER THAN ABILITY TO LOVE...IT IS BARBICAN SHAME CASTLE FORTRESSING OF MEDIATIONS OF IMPOSITIONS...STANDARDS OR EXPECTANCY...STYLE OR IMPRESSION MANAGEMENT...FOR THE TRUTH OF URGENCY IS IN THE OVERCOMING OF THE MANUFACTURED SELF...



...THE AFFECT OF THE PSYCHE'S CASTRATION LEADS TO CHRONIC MUSCULATURE TENSIONS...

PHYSIOLOGICAL INHIBITIONS...

DESIRE AND NEED BECOME PAIN STATES WHEN SATISFACTION AND PLEASURE IS UNDULY POSTPONED...

FEAR OF PLEASURE IS FEAR OF THE PAIN THAT INEVITABLY DEVELOPS WHEN AN OUTWARD FLOWING EXPANSIVE IMPULSE MEETS A CONTRACTED AND BOUND AREA OF THE BODY...

AWKWARDNESS, RIGIDITY...INNER CONSTRICTIONS...

TO GO ON MEANS ONE WILL EXPERIENCE DIFFICULT VIBRATIONS, SHAKING,...PROBLEMS OF DIRECTION, DISTRIBUTION...BLOOD FLOWS...MUSCLE FIRINGS...

ZONING STRAINS IN CHARGED AREAS OF THE PHYSIOLOGY...PATTERNS IN HEART ACHES AND INCOMPLETIONS...'CHOKE' CORRIDORS OF EXPRESSION AND DAATH...BALANCES OF BREATHING, MOISTURES AND WORDS...POSTURAL DISTORTIONS AND ANGERS OF NOT AS IT IS SUPPOSED TO BE...

OCCULT INDIGESTIONS OF PSYCHE OVERLOADS...TOO MUCH AND NOT ENOUGH...THE NOT GOOD ENOUGH. LACK AND VANITY FEARS, SELF ABSORPTIONS OF DREAMINGS...

GELASSENHEIT...STATE OF ACTIVE RECEPTIVITY

TO ATTAIN A HARMONY, AN INTEGRATION OF BEING ACTED UPON AND ACTING...A PSYCHIC BALANCE WHERE THE EVOLUTION IS FOLLOWED GRADUALLY...AS THE COURSE IS REVEALED STEP BY STEP...

THE ADVENTURE OF POSSIBILITY...

SPIDER ECHOES OF CRASH TRAUMAS

PYRAMID CHILDREN IN ECHOES OF ACCIDENTATIONS REELING IN STRANDS AND SANDS OF MONSTER SPIDERS...

DESPERATENESS WAISTING WASTELANDERS OF BIZARRE RHYTHMS...
PAN-NICK ENDURANCES OF SPECIALNESS...

FOR AVATAR ENERGY JUNKIES ONLY DREAM THEY ARE AWAKE...

TIME MESH WAYS OF VIBRATORY STATES AS MANAGE THE DAMAGE IN ZONED 'KA' RHYTHMS OF AMPLIFIED USEFULBESS...ELECTRONIC SURROGATES OF AVATAR, MEDIUM, SAVANTS...

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TO SEE 'MIND SET' IN PATTERN INERTIA...ENCOUNTERS MADE TO FIT BELIEF AND IDEALIZATIONS OF SELF CORRIDORING THROUGH MERIDIAN POINTS OF LIGHT PATTERNS WHERE TRANCE...HYSTERIA SENSUALIZATION IN ACOUSTICAL BLINDNESS PRECLUDES CRITICAL THINKING OUT OF SAVANT AVATAR CONDITIONINGS...

ONE TOUCH CAN CHANGE THE COURSE OF A LIFE FOREVER...

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CART TREK DREAM IN WANDER RINGS

DOWN HE'LL THUMB A RIDE

ASKING AS MERCY FOR A SUNSET

THE RIVER WIDENS NEAR BY

FOR YES NEVER BECOMES ELECTRA

THINKING SUFFERING IS 6 KNOTS

FOR A RED THREAD SPEAKS

VANITY ECHOES OF VOLUMES

A WIZENED HEART PASSES INDENTEDNESS

SEEING TREES ROOTED IN SILK WEBS

AS WILLOWY TEARS HIDE AND HOLD

A GRACE FROM ANOTHER TIME

BECKONING WISHES AND BEE FLIGHT

ACROSS BLUE WONDER FEARINGS

TOO MUCH CAUGHT IN UNBECOMING

WHEN GUTS ARE DISTRACTIONS

A SNOW MELT SURGINGS

IN CANYON RUSHES OF LONGINGS

ASKING AND SHOWING THE WAY

FOR SPRINGS BREATHING OUT

DISCONTENT FROM ANOTHER'S TIME

FEBRUARY 2010

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